Saturday, February 16, 2008
Now I understand why old single women behave like that..
Without love comes autonomy & power! That's my conclusion. Yup!
Why? Because that's my thinking too.
Okay, this is going to be about love again. Please don't get sick about this topic. It's going to be quite general & all about me when I'm in love!
Haha! Anyway, I concluded if I was in love, I'll be a real 小女人. I'll be really dependent on my partner, I'll be real sticky to him he'll be my decision maker & stuffs like that. I'll rely on him to the extent of wanting to be a housewife when I get married! I'm serious! And of course he will be my spiritual leader. :)
Switch sides now. If I were to be single (like now), I tend to be more autonomous & takes own control with my stuff. A little sharing: I'm planning to take Masters in Mass Communications at NTU in another year or two. Perhaps after that, I'll do a PhD. Then perhaps I'll become those 老姑婆, gets agitated easily & will be very demanding over stuffs. Haha!
Even right now, I really feel tired of being strong occasionally. I've been taking leadership roles (family to schools) since young &, I'm really sick & tired of it sometimes! The 小女人 inside of me really wish to come out.
But any case, we'll see what God wants to do in & to me. :) 小女人 or 老姑婆, may it be for God's glory. Hehe!
