Monday, February 11, 2008
Letting off the kite... completely? Can I do it?

Okay, I may sound annoying for blogging this issue everyday...

Anyway, apparently I read this on his blog:
"...i’m having a hard time wondering about this new someone… would be a pretty good catch in other’s eyes. But not in mine."

Yes, he was referring to me.

Stupid. I wish he never said those things to me... Or should I say, I wish I never heard them & put it at heart.

Somehow, I'm telling myself it's insufficient to hand it to God. I mean, I have to play my part to forget about this whole thing, right? You get my point? I've hand it over to God but I see no wrong in missing him, which I am now. But after reading this, I feel so dumb. I'm telling myself I should move on with my precious, God-loved life.

Somebody tell me what I should do... I don't know if I'm showing my faithlessness if I put my hands into this (like what Pastor Jeffrey preached on Sunday). Hmm... troubled...

God, help! I'm casting my cares to You. Tell me what I should do please!

I hate to wait actually... I mean, waiting for an answer from God when it takes so long. But God is moulding me in this area. Press on, Cheryl!