Monday, February 04, 2008
Time to lay it down... I should have, all along

It has been a rollercoaster ride these few days. Honestly speaking, I don't know how he feels & thinks about things. We kind of stop talking.. Guess he's too busy. That leaves me with no room to know him more.

So, it's really time to give it up, on my side, & just let God decide. Esther reminded me yesterday something which I should really consider... I can't do anything if he's (kind of) passive.

I think it'll be difficult for me... But tears or joy, I will walk through this, somehow... some time... If it's God's will, I'll see it coming my way. :)

I don't know if you'll ever come across this, but I really want to thank you for appreciating me & attributing those really sweet qualities onto me. Just want to let you know every little single of your thought was comforting. Will not forget that, although it's just like travelling pass a grassland of blooming flowers. :)