Sunday, March 02, 2008
A Test of Faith

I finally realise why I felt do ridiculously upset on Friday (Feb. 29), why God caused me to feel that way, why God picked me up & rescued me that very night & set my heart in peace & joy... I finally realise. He's preparing me for today's Praise & Worship!

When I was almost dying of sadness on Friday, God brought the song, Breathe on Me, into my mind... I kept humming it. Went to search on that song & realised I have the song in one of the CDs. As I was listening, I cried & cried out to God to teach my heart & heal my soul... hungry for God to breathe a fresh breath into me & take away the negativity I was feeling.

The next day, after I was alright, God linked me from Breathe on Me to You Chose the Cross. Told Shawn about the change on Saturday morning.

Even as I led in worship, I was ministered by God in the way He ministers to those who were need. Not only was my song choice in line with Pastor Isaac Chan's message, as he preached I realised the points he mentioned was how I felt throughout the agony time I was in & they are:

1. Expect God to test our faith
2. Focus on God's promises
3. Depend on God's provision
4. Seek to glorify God
5. Look forward to what God has for us

Amazed... Totally amazed how God speaks. :) I could not help but kept agreeing & nodding throughout the sermon. I'm honoured by the fact that this test comes so that God can promote me to do greater things in His kingdom.