Wednesday, December 24, 2008
Another official announcement
Yup, it's confirmed. I texted him this 2 days' ago:
"hey, welcome back. sorry to text u instead of calling cos i wun be able to say it out if I were to do it. just wana say tt e withdrawal's obvious, so I get e msg. but no worries cos no commitment or watsoever. enjoy ur christmas & new yr! ;)"
I sounded so understanding & calm right? But I'm still learning to get over. It's not easy as it's been so long. The emotional attachment's there. Even right now, I'll still check if he's online. Sigh... I pray that God will deliver me & sow joy in my life! Amen!