Wednesday, March 26, 2008
Lots of thoughts

Yup, lots of thoughts. Thoughts about him again. Well, it was last mentioned that I was just going to let things take its natural course. It's still the same, just that I foresee a closing of this chapter.

Why did I say so? A quote from myself, "Absence makes the heart grow fonder but prolonged absence makes the heart grow aloof." Yes, I foresee that the feeling will fade after some time if I stop seeing him. As the school term is coming to an end, so will the opportunity of seeing him be. I guess I'm rather upset of the fact but there is nothing I can do. Whether or not the aloofness, it is God who will take charge I guess.

I know he will be seeing this but it doesn't bother me because to me, it makes no difference. I will not know his point of view after all. Sometimes, foolishness seems to be the word to describe me somehow. Constant wondering & sighing are all I can do. It seems to me that it's worse than idolising an idol. I don't know...

Like what God told me, I guess, WAIT...