Sunday, April 01, 2007
Read to move out

Well, I was TOLD to move out. My grace period will last until 30th April. In the mean time, I got to survive eating air & drinking plain water; I can no longer sign up for the 2 Creative Arts module I wanted to; I have to find a place to stay; I have to settle my own laundry; I have to consider whether to quit school & work; I have no access to the S$9,000 in my account because my 'good' father said it belongs to him, so be it! I just have to find means to survive. Well, may God provide.

I can't love them. I can only love God & ask God to help me, if He is willing. I know all I can give my 'tithe' is offer myself as a pleasing sacrifice. God give & may God take away. Like what Pastor Patrick said today 'Xi Suah!'.

Staying in this 'home' just make me oppressed. I wish I have the honour to be like Elijah, swept away by the wind & into the kingdom of God. I guess I don't have such honour. I can only walk each step, by faith.