Sunday, June 15, 2008
Meaninglessness

It was weird but I actually started to feel the meaninglessness King Solomon felt. In my case, it was not as all-encompassing as Solomon's. I thought I should not labour so hard when what returns may be in vain. But God woke me up with Pastor Andrew Khoo's message today.

Entitled, "Good ans Successful Fathers Don't Play Fair," it talked about how we cannot get even in everything that is happening in our lives. It is so natural to want to get even when we do not get what we deserve in return, but that should not be the case. In fact, we have to give our 100% when what we only received may be 0.00000000001%; we have to return evil for good.

It is so tough but nothing is impossible when we entrust it into God's hands. I'm really thankful that God spoke to me when I started feeling meaningless last night. Just felt so loved, that God does not want me to think negatively, but He gives me the light in a situation that seems bleak. Thank You, Lord. :)