Tuesday, April 01, 2008
April Fools Day

Today's April Fools Day... Been think about the word, 'fool,' for a while.

I want to be a fool for Christ
But right now, I'm a fool to my emotions, & you--Feels like living in the Truman Show
Then again, no regrets of what I have & am going through
I see them as opportunities to grow

Foolish thoughts are always in my mind
Perhaps it's a part of me, hence, my foolish attributes
Another word to describe: silly

My heart had been fooled over & over again
Somehow, I'm learning not to trust my feelings but to rationalise it out

I will take extra precautions today
Will not be fooled by April Fools jokes
That's what I've been doing every time this year
Perhaps I should make it a daily routine
So as to come out of the self-labelled: 'fool'

If you think I'm emo now, you've been fooled
I just want to talk about the topic, 'fool'
:)

Like I've said, I want to be a fool for Christ, & not anybody else's.
That's my ultimate goal :D