Wednesday, September 20, 2006
God's love & grace upon me

First of all, thank God for reconciling my relationship with Eugene. Not that we're back together, but we made a pact. We know what we have to do during this time & process of transformation. In the mean time, we're still friends, more than best friends, but less than boy/girlfriend. Haha! I believe it sounds complicated right? I just pray that God will preserve us & our love for each other until we're ready for the relationship, again.. :)

Next is a testimony. I can't afford to go to watch Fundamentally Happy but have booked the ticket. So Evan was like telling me, her friend from her practical group didn't attend the Monday session & was asked to pay the $19! I can't help but not to go 'cos I just don't have the money. So I told Evan, if really have to pay up, please pay for me first. I will return her next month. In the mean time, I prayed to God, asking His grace to be upon me, that I don't have to pay for the ticket since I'm not watching. God's word suddenly came into my mind, which is also the verse of the year for me: Trust in the LORD with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight. -- Proverbs 3:5-6. So I really put my whole heart & trust in God. I also made a promise to Him, that if His grace is upon me, I'll honour Him by giving the $19 to church's missions. Although it's a small amount, I believe God sees my heart, sees my trust in Him. And I not only want to honour Him during that time, I also want to honour Him in every areas of my life. This is my first step, & it's not gonna be my last.

Praise my redeeming God for all that He's done. Indeed, I see His love in my life... I love You Daddy God!!!