Wednesday, June 15, 2005
Refreshed by God... God spoke & touched my heart...
Yoohoo! Back from church camp & I feel good! Well, many of us were hoping that it could be longer (& that will mean that the committee will have more to do)!
Anyway, during the 3 days, all of us receive prophesies & visions by Pastor, Auntie Pit or Uncle Hoe Chai & Jackson. For mine, Uncle Hoe Chai read Psalm 112 for me & the word that immediately stoke my thoughts is 'generosity'. For the past months, I've been praying & asking God to supply me financially so that I could bless more people when the mandarin 'Heaven Is So Real' is out. I felt God's wonderful & awesome realness at that very moment.
Jackson saw this vision of pouring out of gold coins while praying for me. He interpreted it as an overflowing of blessings. Thank God.
What made my tears flowed even more is when Pastor prophesied about me being fearful at times, having no confidence in myself & or in God. Through him, God told me "do not fear, be submissive, step out in faith". It's also been mentioned that sacrifices must be made for the salvation of my family & I will have victory & success.
I'm still thinking hard what kind of sacrifice will it be but really thank God for loving us all so much & despite me disappointing Him over & over again, He still wants to bless me abundantly. Thank You Lord... Really thank You... I love You Father & I want to put You in every picture I'm in.