Saturday, April 21, 2007
Feeling...
DUMB... That's how I feel. God chose silence for this doubt which is in my mind for quite some time. I feel really dumb to feel the way I feel. I'd rather be like Paul then Peter... I'd rather devote my entire being to You, Lord. I don't understand myself, why must I have that feelings? Everything is okay except for that.Also, I don't think I'm game to be a shepherd. I just can't. I can get so irritated by others. Sometimes I just want to scream out loud & tell God to give me a heart like His...
Sigh...
On 8:13 pm, Cheryl lays it all at the feet of Jesus.
